Wrote a big long post. Erased it.
We are out of oil in the house. I hate this house.
I just hate feeling like I'm the only one who does things. Before I left for NJ, if I didn't get the mail, no one did. That's just fucking retarded, for a house full of adults. I don't get what people do at home.
If I have to continue to live with people after this... I thought I wouldn't feel lonely around other people, but it just gets more and more crippling.